...heh heh, don't mind the title, just lyrics from a song I'm writing. And it fills the blank space :P

So it's probably about time I updated this thing, hey? I've been meaning to do it for a few days now, but I've had hayfever recently (which sucked), and although it's not a very good excuse, it's the best one I can think of at the moment, so it will do :)

Life is good at the moment, plain and simple. I am content, which is something I haven't felt in a long time. On one hand it all feels very stagnant, because I haven't seen Josh in around 2 or 3 weeks - and that has a very 'empty' sensation to it. But on the other, I know I'll be seeing him very soon, which I look forward to sooo much that it cancels out any of my worries. If things continue to go well, it'll be the first christmas I've had someone special to buy a present for, which would totally make my day, heh heh.

Shells and I finished our 3-day-regime yesterday, which was hilarious. We called each other like 3 times a day just to make sure we were still on track; I'm convinced she did a better job of it than me. Her... I dunno... I guess I'll call him boyfriend, came up from sydney last night, so I'll probably hear/see a bit less of her while they're all obsessed with each other. It's weird how all my issues kept me from really getting to know her in school. I don't even remember how or why we managed to stay in contact after graduation, but I'm so glad we did. She just makes me smile. We 'get' each other, and things make sense, even if it sounds like total shit to somebody else.

Cat and I are going to Southbank on Wednesday, hopefully for a swim/sunbake and to catch a movie. I haven't seen as much of her as I would've liked recently, for various reasons. It still seems like there's a lot to catch up on between us, I don't quite know how to describe it. I guess I was worried that her spending a few years up in Mackay would create a big gap between us. I'm glad it hasn't, I don't know what I'd do without her. She was so much support when I was coming out. Oh, and her halloween party was a blast ^_^

Aoife asked me if I wanted to move out of home and in with her, recently. I really don't think it's very practical of me at this stage, but part of me would love to. I'd be in West End, which is about 45 minutes closer to Josh, but I'd be further away from everyone else.

Hmph, I think that's about all I can fit in for the moment, as I'm gonna have to start getting ready for work soon :P

Take care everyone!
Peter
xxx