Well, it seems like I've barely finished packing down the tinsel and baubles from last year, and already they're back up again. The year has - for the most part - absolutely flown by, and it's hard to see just where all the time went.

 

I'd love to be able to say I spent every minute of it wisely, but that would be a biiig lie, and no-one would believe me anyway :P Though, thankfully, I still achieved almost everything I had set out to do, so I can't complain.

 

I sent out my Christmas Email last night, but hotmail said there were a number of recipients (around 7 or 8) who it didn't send to for one reason for another. So if you're reading this and wondering why you didn't get it - you're most likely one of those 8 people. Just gimme a holler and I will send it to you, no hard feelings :) I still love you all heh.

 

What I have come to realise this year, is that I need to fight more for the things I want/need, and I have to take a risk once in a while. It sort of goes without saying that that's a scary thing for me to do: I'm worried about messing things up, or taking risks in the wrong places and being left to fall, or damaging things before they are broken. But, I guess, that's the whole point of taking a risk to begin with, and I'm sick of letting things slip by me without putting up a fight. So yes, it's decided, 2006 will be my year for stepping out. And, if I stumble, at least I know I will eventually get back up again :)

 

Merry Christmas all,

 

Peter

xxx